#BlogElul Day 6: Search


Searching is exhausting. Honestly, even thinking about today's #BlogElul prompt wore me out.

I'm not even sure that I like the idea that we're supposed to be searching for meaning. I mean, how do we know what or who we're supposed to be searching for and how will we know when we've found it/him/her/etc?

Searching, in contrast to learning or feeling, is strenuous and requries consistent (if not constant) focus. I can't help but thinking that if I'm so busy LOOKING for meaning, I'll forget to be open enough to actually EXPERIENCE meaning.

How do you balance your #search with your desire to be present in your life?

#hhds

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